My Heart Diaries

2023-ongoing

“My Heart Diaries,” is an ongoing work. This project focuses on heartbreak through the lens of naive love.

6/4/2025

Trying to fit the pieces together. ‘twill happen soon I’m sure.

Typo found. Polishing needed. audio to be refined.

sketches

I’m closing in on seven years

I am almost a different person than who I was

Even if that’s not based in fact

I have long decided that is when I will be okay

‘I’m sorry’ painted all over town

I am selfish to think it’s for me

I feel I deserve it

Should I accept it?

Lately I have been thinking that everything that has ever happened to me is happening all in the same instant. The flow of time is more of a point. I can only be the me that I’ve ever been. Looking back is looking forward; forward, back. In a standstill, can I except everything happening? Possibly. Today is happening now, with tomorrow, yesterday, 2 months ago, 7 years ago. I hear me, I do remember the pain.